im a [S]imple [L]ovable [U]nique [T]reat

...-lunch-...

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 15:18:00 GMT

m at werk now, having me lunch at me desk..wit dearie's mp3(which he so kindly loaned me) playing..at the moment trick daddy's - Sugar..

i love my work. seriously.

but, lets not talk abt that.

rite nw i wana talk abt dreams..rêves...not the ones dat u have in yr slp...

dream
n.
1. A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.
2. A daydream; a reverie.
3. A state of abstraction; a trance.
4. A wild fancy or hope.
5. A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration: a dream of owning their own business.
6. One that is exceptionally gratifying, excellent, or beautiful: Our new car runs like a dream.

i realized then...while i watched my dearie played soccer on dat sunday..it was a perfect day, it was neither hot nor raining..as the sun sets..it was a beautiful evening. dat my dear was in his element. revelling in it n enjoying himself. he nv looked happier..doing wat he loves n wat he does best.

suddenly i felt so proud n a weird kinda feelign came over me...n i suddenly remembered wat his mum told me once," u noe mimi, he was actually supposed to play for (cant remeber the exact team here) gombak team, but his granma din allow him..he was a very good player. a captain in his sec school team"

a dream unfulfilled.

an aspiration gone unchased for. yet....

then i find myself exactly in the same situation...i ask myself , wat happened to my dreams of being a dancer?

what are my dreams niwae? do i have it in the first place??

do i noe wat i wan in life??

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all of a sudden, i felt very sad.

monday..AGAIN!!

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 09:22:00 GMT

feeling funky today.

im tired n my back hurts like hell but im as chirpy as ur early morning bird..

hahhahaa...

weird.

niwaes, my desk looks more personalized now..hee! wit my darLing's photo..wit his head still wit long hair..ahkz! which is now almost botak..thks to NS. :P n my very first Valentine day card in which he wrote e most sweetest poem:

excerpt:
"but u are, n will always be,
the Queen of my heart"

ahakz! *blushes*

im a romantic at heart..naturally. i oways daydream of getting lil surprises n candlelight dinners, roses,e thought of jus the both of us at the beach, watching the sun rise n sets.

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*lost in fantasy*

*thud!*
hmmm, niwaes back to reality....

my dearie pass out TMR (HURRAY!! HURRAY!!!)...good for him. he's been waiting for this day to arrive. ive nv seen him happier.. :) 14 days of rest is jus wat he needs..after losing so much weight. he's looking smaller after not going gym for 2 mths..but he's muscles still in gd condition lehz.."not big but more toned', i oways say to him.

but nevertheless, he still a-wanting to go gym..up to u lah sayangzzz.

probly i shld go too..hmmm...

urgh..

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 09:04:00 GMT

im still not ok yet.

these pains come n go..n no. its jus not those normal pains..

its tinging, veri painful, makes-me-double-over-in-pain kind of pain..like someone stuck a knife in ur stomach.

yap. its DAT painful. n worse, e med doesnt seem to werk..

wat the doc said yest was dat it most probly be wind. crap. i tink its more dan dat..

seriously tinking to go to a hosp.
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niwaes, one good tg happened yest..

i received an email frm my supervisor titled 'PacNet CS survey'

in which my sup typed 'Mimi. FYI on cust survey.'

god. my heart began thumping like mad i tell u..she sounded so serious, so i thought it was a complaint or sumtg.

then i scrolled dwn,

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i saw the words: 'satisfied..satisfied..veri satisfied.'

hahahahaha...

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i got a COMPLIMENT!! wahahahaha..

im not bragging or anytg..its ju a veri nice feeling.

that sum ppl out there appreciates u.. *grinning frm ear to ear*

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Fri, 11 Nov 2005 08:42:00 GMT

dun really have e strength to tink of wat to write in this journal of mine today..

i have a sorethroat and running nose AND headache to deal with.

plus my left eye feels swollen....

Why did i cum to werk?

oh yea..for the money.

im such a chicken..

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 09:46:00 GMT

no no no..

nt the prostitute "chicken"...e coward "chicken".

dat clarified.i can continue on wit my story...

this mrning while i was waiting for my bus 33 to go to wer..i saw this black tg on the road. i kept on looking cuz it looked kinda alive..(how? i dun noe)

so i kept on looking..n then this car came zooming past n over dat black tg on the road..

n dat THING rolled over n was actualli a BIRD!!

it's lying there with its leg n wing injured. my heart went out to it n i almost cried. i was kinda hesistating to save e poor bird..THEN!

a car went over e bird again n again it rolled.

poor ting! i wanted to go to e middle of the road n pick it up but got mre traffic passed over it..but again i hesistated.

i was praying so hard in my heart for it not to be squashed by the oncoming cars..it looked so sad!!!

thank god an auntie who was gona cross the road picked it up n put it safely on the pavemt.

hpe e lil bird is okie nw..

some ppl can REALLY spoil ur dae..

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 13:32:00 GMT

hey..today wasnt a gd day for me.

early in the mrning, i felt like i was being suffocated. otherwise known as, asthma. plus my inhaler was out.

rushed to e doc like a mad woman jus for e medication i tell u. at e clinic, e doc took one gd look at me n quickly put on me e oxygen mask w/o even asking me wat was wrong. finally i cld breathe..

u noe e misconception where only fat or plump ppl only get asthma? i hate that stereotyping cuz:

1. im thin. sumtimes ppl dun blive me that i have asthma.die die they tink im lying..

2. sum plump ppl i noe are perfectly fine..

so get this clear..asthma is caused by allergies in the environmt. irregardless of weight n size.

thank u.

reason y im this mood is cuz of this #$@$%^!! of a customer.

i was being chirpy on the phone as usual, saying my greeting..

DIS customer was rambling on the line..i cldnt catch wat the f*** she was saying..then i finally caught up wen she said "ok i give u my user id."

n i thot FINALLY! sumtg i cld understand!!

n i said, "ok, can i have ur user id please?"

n she went sumtg like "catch-cher-rine"

n of coz my next reaction was like huh?!! n i asked her to spell it out slowly for me..

n she went,"cant u spell sumtg simple like that? its c-a-t-c-h-e-e-rine"

n so i typed it out n i cldnt find it, n i asked her to repeat. n she said "haiya! so stupid! n repeated the same thing.

f***! i got fed up n used my commonsense to spell it out. n requested for her full name. she said it super fast! on purpose. idiot. finally i got her damn bloody name!!! its actually catherine chee!!"

all the while, i was on mute but i clould still hear her on the other line,

she was saying in chinese, "stupid person. i cant stand this kind of ppl! must b malay. that's y cant spell. stupid. simple ting like oso cant spell" on n on...

GOD!! i reali felt like screaming at her.

being a CSE, i cldnt do tt. so i had to settle being a sarcastic CSE to her. hah!

not a very satisfying revenge but....

and so my day goes on..

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 11:34:00 GMT

here i am with a rosehip flavoured tea to start my day..

it has a veri unique taste to it..its bland but it kinda warms u up inside. sumtg to do wit e rose scent mayb (plus e hot water)..

i got a winning eleven 9 game for my dearie. hope he likes it..he's been wanting to play it ever since he saw it sumwhere(i cant rembr)..so.. i got him one!!! :)

*smiling in my heart* n yea, e sweet lil devil tfred 50 to my acc w/o me knowing. so sweet..*floating*

yest i went to tb wif my mum, sis n my lil bro in NTUC..we were walking along the aisle (mum n sis were walking, me n bro were jumping ard like mad ppl..mum was irritated. :P)

suddenly, my sis stopped mid-stride n said,"MIMI! ur pasta! its here!"

huh? my pasta? then i stopped punching my bro n went over n looked...

n there it was..e tg i have been searching all ard s'pore for...

my alphabet macaroni!!!! FINALLY!!!

god. u have no idea hw much trouble i went thru jus for dat macaroni. e backgrd of e story is tt i was actualli planning to make a card for my dearie..using the macaroni as the words. last week as a present for our anniversary..plus wit a bouquet roses n 2 strawberry cakes..

but dat time it was all ot of stock! can u blive it??!!! why?!! WHY??!!! i was so sad..

den wen its ALL over, i finally got it. i tell u, it s govt conspiracy. humph.

i bought e damned packet i tell u...jus in case. :)

nw its happily at hme..waiting to be opend by moi..

nw....anyone care to tell me wat the hell can i do wit that thg...

bsides cooking it of course...suggestions ppl?

heya!

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 12:12:00 GMT

hey!

im back to blogging again. decided to cuz im at my comp most of the day..n plus its free!!!

perks of working in an ISP is tt the internet is 'ANYWHERE CAN ACCESS!'. other than that..

hmmm..

oh yeah..update:

1. Im already 20. (yes i am!) spent it alone tho,only had a mini celebratn by my frenz at pacnet who took me to adam rd for dinner n ave coffee cum chat session @ coffeebean @ HV.

2. im a customer service exec in PacNet. (its a jump frm being a coolie at SCB! im at expert at opening letters nw!)

3. made a wonderful grp of frenz here in PacNet but however due to sum circumstances, sum of e newbies like me wanted to leave..

4. oh yeah..HV(holland village) is my new fav hangout. - kak nad, i nw understand y u like to go there..

5. saiful's in NS. realli miss him. nw as i type this, he's probly in the jungle in tekong dg duno wat for his field camp. being away frm him for so long feels so weird..plus the time we can spend togther seem to pass by so fast..haiz.

im planning to give him a suprpise for each n every weekend he cums bk..hws dat sound? some sort of incentive for being in NS...hehe. ;) im racking my brains for all the weekends to cum..

aniwaes, ive been here for abt one mth plus. hah! i have my own desk now where i can put all my soft toys n photos n decorate it however i want! its still lacking in the creativity dept tho..

dis job so much better than my job at SCB. seriously. n im nt talking abt e pay. but e contract sucks tho..

even so, im lucky...in both co i werk in..e ppl were really nice..there were e typical office politics but it wasnt so bad..

ppl friendly..even tho' its a dead end job with no career advancemt, i really dun mind werkg here..

besides the fact i get scolded, screamed, f***ed upside dwn at by customers which is by totally nt my fault..(its reali amazing e kind of ppl u get on the line..)

its a ok plce. :) sumtimes u get really weird ppl or the very nice ones, or demanding ones...

kie, thats a wrap! continue reading my journals ya..

BUT..cant promise u itll be updated so frequently..see ya!!